21 February, 2008

Catch 22

After my last post it's probably and understatement to say that i didnt feel to great about things in Sydney. Then i heard i didn't get the radio job. Rather foolishly i had let alot depend on getting that job and now i didnt know what to do with myself.

Should i revert back to Plan A and spend a few more months in Sydney and then move on and head back home when my visa expires in January? The good part of that is that i get to travel, see more and meet more people. The bad part is that i have to go home, where he will be and the thought of that scares me.

Or should i try and find another position where i am able to get sponsorship. Good point meaning i don't have to go home and can try and make a real fresh start here. The bad part is not knowing whether i am strong enough to get through those shit times all alone.

It's a catch 22 and i have no idea which way to turn.

2 comments:

Dervish said...

Sorry to hear about the job. Hope all works out for the best. Just don't give up hope yet!! There is a always a good reason when things don't work out in the first instance.

Single Guy said...

Stay!! give Sydney more time!