There is one big thought on my mind at the moment (even more so then will it ever stop raining!) and i don't know what has brought it on. I keep thinking about staying in Australia for good. When i started this journey it was to see if there was a better life somewhere and get away from the heartbreak that i was surrounded with at home.
I was on the bus home last night and i heard these two Irish girls talking about how long they have been in Sydney and how easy it was to get sponsorship, and i couldnt help but listen. I never really contemplated staying here when i started out, and perhaps i am being hasty and getting carried away in the whole city life/buzz thing.
So today i have been searching the internet for options. I should be working but its so bloody laid back here i thought i might as well take advantage of the free internet access. Could i really 'live' in Australia? Could i really leave everything behind for good? I have a feeling that nothing would have really changed when i go back home next January. SB will still be there with his girlfriend and his house. My friends and family will surround me, but will it be enough. I have never felt roots in my hometown and country and it took me a long time to realise that i needed to get away. Now i have done that - could i, should i go home again??
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...of the World? A blog of my solo trip to Sydney, Australia as a single girl trying to mend a broken heart.
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- There is something about Bondi Beach that ensures people like me who live here find it very difficult to leave. It's not the prettiest beach, it's not the cleanest. It doesnt have the best bars or shops but there is always something happening, something that makes you shake your head and mutter 'only in Bondi.'
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You have the best of both the worlds. Give it a shot here and in case you don't like it there is always family to go back home to. But maybe if you did give it a chance you may make a family for yourself here in the land down under!!
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